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Name: jenny
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Birthday: 1/10/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: art, movies and shopping
Expertise: yes im teaching the youth of america...God save us all
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Art
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AIM:  diedonmylips
Member Since:
10/9/2003
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| I will NEVER update this damn thing no matter how much my loving and stunningly attractive fiance asks me to. This does not count as an update.
UP THE PUNX!!! | | |
| "why dont you make yourself a dang quasadilla!"
and that is exactly what i had tonite for dinner. this past month has been intresting full of drama and sespense. i really feel like it could have been a straight up ashlee simpson episode. first of all i turned another year older. yes i am now 24 and no matter what people say that is old to me. but you know why it is ok...because i know i still act and feel young. like i dont hang out with a bunch of smug 20 something yuppies. and i'm ok with this i love being miss responsible teacher by day and then show going teen by night.
my birthday was intreasting to say the least this year. i was given a suprise party by my roommate deanna who is amazing. needless to say i was totally suprised, so suprised that i screamed when i vaguely saw moving objects in my dark kitchen. it was a great party, but it would not have been complete without that "it's my party and i'll cry if i want to moment" which i will let you know i did have. now it's funny to me when i think about being upset, and knowing that you call the person you care about most. so all said and done things that are meant to happen do. i've learned that i cant control things as much as i try to. i want so much to be in control of all positions of my life and i know now i can't be.
i got a new tattoo and it's all i wanted it to be and more. i finally got up the guts and got my conversation hearts on my chest. it is beautiful and i dont regret getting it there at all. i guess it was a bit of a birthday gift to myself. it has me aching to get more now. what an inner struggle.
i am very worried. there is a large shortage in art teaching jobs it seems in the area. i am starting to freak out a bit becasue i know i'm leaving st. mary's but what if i dont have a job...things are so up in the air for next year. i want so badly to teach high school but i'm just not willing to comute to far far away places. i just pray that God will some how make a job opening for me because i know i'm not willing to teach at private school again as i make so little and HAVE to start paying on my student loans.
i'm going to vegas for spring break and going home in like 2 weeks....life is good. | | |
| please God I need sleep tonite!!!! | | |
| "He's got the ultimate situation: a great friend with all the benefits of a girlfriend, whom he can see or not see whenever he wants to. He may be one of your closest friends, but I'm sorry to say, as a boyfriend, he's just not that into you."
"Beware of the word "friend." It can often be used by men or the women that love them to excuse the most unfriendly behavior. Personally, when I'm picking my friends, I like the ones who don't make me cry myself to sleep." -Greg Behrendt
Amen
This is a small bit of the greatest book ever written in my eyes. "He's Just NOT That Into You" and why it's the greatest book you will have to read it and find out. But, in my mind it has started a revolution! It's funny how it takes a book like this to make you realize all the boys that have never really liked me. Looking back I don't think any guy has really and truely be "into me" as I read this book it's more apparent. There should be a revolution in Richmond as then there will be lots of lonely boys in rva as they will know what it feel like for us to sit and wait for them to call, im or myspace us. I'm really feeling like bridget jones as i am reading a self help book.
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| THE MAIN EVENT: JENNY vs. MICE
Yes, it will be a battle to the death but I feel that jlo will come out on top of this one. it all started months ago when one was spotted near the trash. mouse catching contraptions were set, mouse cought next day and disposed of in trash: jlo 1 mice 0. But, wait a few days later tremendous stink in garbage can...ohhhhh mouse disposed of by roommates boyfriend and not taken out for days: jlo 1 mice 2(bonus for stink). come home from work few weeks ago and open lazy susan to cook scrumptious dinner when mouse is staring at me: jlo 1 mice 3. quick pop tp lowe's and new advanced system of disposing of mice purchased....poison pelets: jlo 2 mice 3. Next day mice not going into traps and no pelets eaten: jlo 2 mice 4. A week or two later home again home again from work is jlo and dead mouse waiting on floor in own vomit and feces: jlo -5 mice 15. matt comes to clean up mouse in own vomit and feces: jlo 5 mice 15. weeks later while watching a quality movie with friend Carly and feeling secure in mouse free home jlo and Carly witness mouse run from fire place under futon: jlo 5 mice 16. jlo then purchases at a 1 in morning wal mart trip 15 boxes of mouse pelets called decon. After returning home in tired frenzy jlo declares all out war on the little effers in front of roommate and roommates boyfriend.
Current standing: jlo 6 mice 16
stay tuned to see the event of the century!!!
ahhhhhhh i hate the mice and i will kill all of them believe me i will! so yes the mice have been a bit of a problem especially as everytime i see one i shreek as i do the same when i see the sprikets or jumping spiders in the basement. we are infested with stuff here and i hate creepy crawly things ewwwww.
so i got pissed at florida the other day and left. it rained and was cold the whole time. screw that state it needs to break off into the ocean. so on monday i said bye to my parents and went on my 11 1/2 hour journey back to rva. it's funny how when your in a car and you are just counting down the minutes and hours and miles till you get there. i thought about how anxious i was a few night ago to get home and it seemed like it was so far away to even remember any longer. when i saw the city skyline of rva i almost started weaping and i dont know why. maybe it is because it feels like home to me and is home. my cousins house didnt feel like home and sure enough didnt feel like christmas. the only part that remotely did was matt's house...and thats just hard. it was just a family there and people taking a part in the holiday and celebrating and being together. being in florida with family i only see once in awhile in not really celebrating to me. i wanted to be at my aunt judys on christmas eve eating her lobster bisque and saying son-of -a-bisque after eating it with my cousins. i wanted to go to my home church and see the people who prayed for me and who led me to Christ. i wanted to be at home on riga hwy in my own room and wake up on christmas morning and open presents with my brothers. then i wanted to eat a big breakfast that my mom cooked and spend the day watching movies and having ellie come over with a plate of peanut butter fudge from her mom. everything is so bitter sweet to me right now. there are so many changes going on with family and friends and i dont know where i fit in. i think i have made richmond and my house my scantuary in all of this, retreating to my sofa and movies living a bridget jones style life.
note: miah and leah are playing monopoly right now and it's the funniest thing ever!
so here i am back home gearing up for new years whooohooo. funny thing is im not in the mood for the big pig roast at james and jens. i am a big curious though as jr and zach have decided to try to hook me up with one of their friends ( i cant beleieve its come to friend hook ups as i feel so desprate) so i am a bit freaked out over the situation as there is this assumption already there by our friends and i feel it might be akaward and im always worried someone wont like me but thats just being insecure...anyone who wouldnt date me is an idiot (gosh i wish i could be that secure). so we will see hope hes hot hahahaha.
time for mars! | | |
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